I wrote this journal to ask you about your opinions..
Since I got many hater messages like Your work is not real!
You are the ugliest photographer in the world
or indirect messages likeDo you also hate it when people receive DDs over and over again
just after I got a DD...
Well, I am tired of it. I am tired of all the people who tell me I am not worth it. People who say I am not worth the amount of fans I have. I am not worth all the Daily Deviation features I have. People who say I am just a little girl who does not know anything about life. A little girl in her little paradise.
That's not true at all. I am a woman who really knows how to handle life. I know what it means to lose someone close to myself. I know how to communicate with people, and I never want to sound rude.
But. People want to evaluate me although they do not know me. I am working hard for every picture I take. I plan the composition and observe the place I take pictures of before I take any pictures. I edit them in many ways, let my view rest for a day and upload my images a day later. And I try to handle my watchers, fans and friends in a friendly manner.
But what really makes me angry is to see that friends, people I thought I could communicate with, become jealous of whatever (I still do not understand why people may be jealous of me....) and start spreading hater messages .
I will continue, no matter what all the haters may say, and I will try to be as active as possible (which may not be that easy since I have my apprenticeship now).
And I promise that I appreciate everyone of my watchers. Your lovely comments make my day, and I am so sorry that I do not have the time to answer them. But I read them, and I smile every time!
Thank you for still being my watcher. I love you